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Hard Up

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Look in the mirror everyone else knows Your whole life is just a fucking joke Verbal abuse coward recluse All the facts that you think you have are false Repulsed by your logic and your thoughts Conspiracies and casting doubt A den of fools lashing out Think about it in retrospect Nothing you've said is even close to correct You talk tough but slow to step Wasted breath and a lack of respect I can't keep biting my tongue It's too late the damage is done And I can't fucking wait to expose you to everyone Gutless
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Quicksand 02:05
Just a tortured soul Forced to live in a rotting world Can't stay asleep Every night feels like a fucking week No focus I barely speak Losing everything that is dear to me So real I face the truth But reality is skewed from my point of view So why would I bother to try To rectify and change my life When inside I'd rather fucking die Cock the hammer back and close my eyes Darkness my only friend Can this tunnel of struggle provide a means to an end Won't pretend I've made ammends No telling when I'll feel normal again And it's pulling me under
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Chain of mistakes led to overwhelming debt Trying to make sense of what the fucks gonna happen next I've had it up to here and it's abundantly clear I'm outta hope and fear the end of my rope is near I'm sick of waiting my turn Watching my options as they dwindle and burn Fuck waiting my turn I ain't stole shit I just Took what I earned so fuck what you heard I'll pay the consequence but still I ain't learned You'll be out of your debt before the punishments served I didn't choose this life of crime But it's cold outside so I'm taking mines Me myself and this loaded nine I don't need your help no changing my mind And I don't care if these decisions lead to living in prison Fuck the consequence its just common sense In a cut throat world be dominant Fuck the consequence it's just common sense If you're trying to survive be dominant
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True Love 02:43
For once in my life I've found someone worth holding onto Kiss me on the cheek make me feel complete It's all I need to get me through Hard times you were by my side At all times you're on my mind You've been in my heart from the very start Since the day that we met down by the corner mart I can't impart how special you are My shining star you healed these scars Life was cold with no one to hold then there you were No support no fucking goals then there you were Grabbed my arm and took control to where I wouldn't know Until now and I'm on my knees begging please don't ever leave Faithful you know I'll remain until the day you finally kill me
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Warzone 02:11
Explosions in the city streets Dead neighbors all around my feet Children crying out in agony God help us please Somebody rescue me It's chaos everywhere everybody's scared And there's no sign of relief in sight anywhere Our diplomatic relations have brought us here Convinced our people to fight and then disappeared But it's clear to see it's these fallacies That left me without a family at seventeen No reward for the suffering we've endured Just left stranded with some bullshit words No peace at least not for me so I go to sleep with both eyes open hoping the enemy's choked until their larynx is broken And truer words have never been spoken you can check the death toll where I'm from if you think that I'm joking Living in a warzone
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Why am I so scrutinized applaud the actions of one man and then condemn the other to die Why the fuck would I even try To idolize you when all that you do is pass judgment on people for the path they choose It's a narrow and manipulated point of view The proof you use makes me wanna fucking puke Truth be told only God can judge me Once I looked up to the sky for the answers I couldn't find I fell in line and continued to pray but heaven never answered me Just a kid so how did it seem it seemed like God doesn't listen to people like me So believe what you want you can disagree but you can miss me with the condescending third degree Don't give a damn how you raise your kids or how you live Just stay out of my business and let me burn forever for my poor decisions So what's with all the concern always whispering shit when my back is turned It makes it hard to discern who means well time will tell if I see you in hell For those of you holier than thou
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Pure Evil 03:22
Scared to death but what do I do but watch my body rot like a fucking piece of fruit It's no use I got nothing to lose refuse to die I'm choosing life What you don't see behind the scenes Behind this veil of strength my will is crumbling Succumbing to the darkest depths I need rest But it's hard when your hearts beating out of your chest Next level stress being faced with death Got the reapers hands around your fucking neck Reflecting on your former self God why was this the hand I was dealt huh Every morning I wake to the same familiar pain I try to face the day but all my energy is drained I look away from the mirror and hide my scarred exterior It makes me sick to admit how much my health has deteriorated But this disease is trying to drag me away from Everyone that I love but I'm not giving up Removed parts of me pumped poison through my arteries Bet you ain't even got half the fucking heart as me Cuz I can guarantee that my reality Nobody would wish for their worst enemy

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released March 19, 2024

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Hard Up Binghamton, New York

Aggressive Music From Upstate NY Featuring Members of Bad Batch, Any Last Words, Harsh Reality and Revoked.

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