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Intro-Den of Fools
03:21
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Look in the mirror everyone else knows
Your whole life is just a fucking joke
Verbal abuse coward recluse
All the facts that you think you have are false
Repulsed by your logic and your thoughts
Conspiracies and casting doubt
A den of fools lashing out
Think about it in retrospect
Nothing you've said is even close to correct
You talk tough but slow to step
Wasted breath and a lack of respect
I can't keep biting my tongue
It's too late the damage is done
And I can't fucking wait to expose you to everyone
Gutless
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Quicksand
02:05
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Just a tortured soul
Forced to live in a rotting world
Can't stay asleep
Every night feels like a fucking week
No focus I barely speak
Losing everything that is dear to me
So real I face the truth
But reality is skewed from my point of view
So why would I bother to try
To rectify and change my life
When inside I'd rather fucking die
Cock the hammer back and close my eyes
Darkness my only friend
Can this tunnel of struggle provide a means to an end
Won't pretend I've made ammends
No telling when I'll feel normal again
And it's pulling me under
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Chain of mistakes led to overwhelming debt
Trying to make sense of what the fucks gonna happen next
I've had it up to here and it's abundantly clear
I'm outta hope and fear the end of my rope is near
I'm sick of waiting my turn
Watching my options as they dwindle and burn
Fuck waiting my turn I ain't stole shit I just
Took what I earned so fuck what you heard
I'll pay the consequence but still I ain't learned
You'll be out of your debt before the punishments served
I didn't choose this life of crime
But it's cold outside so I'm taking mines
Me myself and this loaded nine
I don't need your help no changing my mind
And I don't care if these decisions lead to living in prison
Fuck the consequence its just common sense
In a cut throat world be dominant
Fuck the consequence it's just common sense
If you're trying to survive be dominant
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True Love
02:43
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For once in my life I've found someone worth holding onto
Kiss me on the cheek make me feel complete
It's all I need to get me through
Hard times you were by my side
At all times you're on my mind
You've been in my heart from the very start
Since the day that we met down by the corner mart
I can't impart how special you are
My shining star you healed these scars
Life was cold with no one to hold then there you were
No support no fucking goals then there you were
Grabbed my arm and took control to where I wouldn't know
Until now and I'm on my knees begging please don't ever leave
Faithful you know I'll remain until the day you finally kill me
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Warzone
02:11
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Explosions in the city streets
Dead neighbors all around my feet
Children crying out in agony God help us please
Somebody rescue me
It's chaos everywhere everybody's scared
And there's no sign of relief in sight anywhere
Our diplomatic relations have brought us here
Convinced our people to fight and then disappeared
But it's clear to see it's these fallacies
That left me without a family at seventeen
No reward for the suffering we've endured
Just left stranded with some bullshit words
No peace at least not for me so
I go to sleep with both eyes open hoping the enemy's choked until their larynx is broken
And truer words have never been spoken
you can check the death toll where I'm from if you think that I'm joking
Living in a warzone
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Heathen ft Pat Ticonchuk
02:38
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Why am I so scrutinized applaud the actions of one man and then condemn the other to die
Why the fuck would I even try
To idolize you when all that you do is pass judgment on people for the path they choose
It's a narrow and manipulated point of view
The proof you use makes me wanna fucking puke
Truth be told only God can judge me
Once I looked up to the sky for the answers I couldn't find
I fell in line and continued to pray but heaven never answered me
Just a kid so how did it seem it seemed like God doesn't listen to people like me
So believe what you want you can disagree but you can miss me with the condescending third degree
Don't give a damn how you raise your kids or how you live
Just stay out of my business and let me burn forever for my poor decisions
So what's with all the concern always whispering shit when my back is turned
It makes it hard to discern who means well time will tell if I see you in hell
For those of you holier than thou
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Pure Evil
03:22
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Scared to death but what do I do but watch my body rot like a fucking piece of fruit
It's no use I got nothing to lose refuse to die
I'm choosing life
What you don't see behind the scenes
Behind this veil of strength my will is crumbling
Succumbing to the darkest depths I need rest
But it's hard when your hearts beating out of your chest
Next level stress being faced with death
Got the reapers hands around your fucking neck
Reflecting on your former self
God why was this the hand I was dealt huh
Every morning I wake to the same familiar pain
I try to face the day but all my energy is drained
I look away from the mirror and hide my scarred exterior
It makes me sick to admit how much my health has deteriorated
But this disease is trying to drag me away from
Everyone that I love but I'm not giving up
Removed parts of me pumped poison through my arteries
Bet you ain't even got half the fucking heart as me
Cuz I can guarantee that my reality
Nobody would wish for their worst enemy
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Hard Up Binghamton, New York
Aggressive Music From Upstate NY Featuring Members of Bad Batch, Any Last Words, Harsh Reality and Revoked.
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